upset, I guess. Why…I can’t figure out why. I want there to be more meaning in…things. I can’t find it. Why am I always so down…why…I can’t figure out why. Hmph. I started learning a song on the piano - Where is my mind. Lol, that’s a little fitting, don’t ya think? I want to do something. I guess that’s why I’m writing right now. I...